Chapter __ closed

Today was the end of something great. Three years of an amazing roommate, and two years at a pretty shabby apartment. I can't complain- a lot went down at 12301. So many memories. The sad thing is that a lot of memories were painted over this weekend. All the walls were washed again with that dingy white paint. I cried about it all today. so weird

Everyday coincides with a journal entry... The Lord is so good.

Listen my child to the words that I say. Do you see my plan for you? Do you see how it fits? I will not leave you on your own. You are in my arms; encompassed by my love. Why do you worry? When then do you fret? Have you forgotten my presence? Look to the mountains when you feel lost. Look to the flowers in the field when confusion overtakes you. Do you see that beauty? You are my child, you are one of My own. If nature has been created with beauty, have you not as well? The answer precious one is yes. Your beauty overtakes me, and my heart bursts with pride. You are my child! Flesh of my flesh and blood of my blood. By my Son you were won. I fought for you. Does that mean anything? The battle was fought and won for your name. Small one, I love you. Please come to me. Joy alivens in my heart when you come near. Listen closely... You need me dear one. I am what your soul thirsts for. Come to me, my arms are wide enough for you. Run to me. I'm crouched down, willing and wanting to lock you in my arms forever.  I am waiting by your side at all times- so that you may hold my hand whenever you feel ready.